Phan - The Woods (Part 1)

Title: Phan - The Woods (Part 1)
Author: TheTallBlondeOne
Genre: I don't knoww >.<
Rating: T
Warnings: Mentions of self harm...that's about it :')

The two boys' arms swayed lazily in the cool breeze, stopping the streams of hot sunlight from becoming too unbearable. The leaves beneath Phil's feet were trampled with a satisfying crunch, he loved Autumn, especially when the weather was still nice. Looking up at the sky again to see numerous clouds joining together he knew it wouldn't last much longer, but he didn't mind as the majority of the day had already passed, and what a perfect day it had been.
Dan's hand brushed Phil's and as a natural reflex he went to grab it, still looking at the sky. The younger boy chuckled and squeezed Phil's hand, making him look back down into his boyfriends chocolate brown stare.
"Thanks for today Dan…it's just what I needed." Phil said, smiling slightly before looking down at the leaves blowing along the park pavement again. Dan looked down and smiled too, moving his thumb that was entwined in Phil's palm up to his wrist instead, stroking the jagged bumps in the skin that lied there, making Phil shiver.
"Good…" Dan said, still stroking Phil's wrist, a tinge of something strange in his voice. Phil looked up to see a cheeky smirk placed on his boyfriends lips.
"I wanted this day to be perfect, you deserve it…I want to make you happy again." Phil moved his gaze from Dan's lips and up to his eyes, noticing how they were momentarily glazed over with sadness and worry before complimenting the grin once again with warm, happy eyes. Phil hated himself for upsetting Dan with his actions, but he knew that starting to cut again wouldn't solve anything except maybe make himself feel slightly better, but Dan wouldn't want that…Dan would hate that.
"Oh shush." Phil said blushing as the first spots of rain started to patter down around them; Dan snapped out of his happy trance and glared up at the sky, raindrops hitting his face.
"What the…? Fuck this!" Dan said laughing as he pulled Phil into the dense forest on their right, away from the large mass of lawn and the park, sprinting in front like death was following him. Phil was left dazed at the entrance to the forest with rain pelting down onto his body and smiling widely.
"Daaaaan! Wait up!" Phil started running after the sprinting boy and was glad for the natural protection the trees gave from the rain. There was an annoying stinging sensation coming from his arm, the cuts, and he started slowing down, remembering everything that had led to this point. The depression, the loss, the thought that Dan didn't love him. Well that had all been resolved the week before when Dan had walked in on an unprepared Phil, razor in hand. This was their first official 'date'.
Phil had come to a stop now, leaning on the closest tree and staring at his arm, the angry red lines that went the whole way up. He hated them. why would you hate them Phil? You fucking idiot, YOU did it to yourself. Shaking his mind free from confusing negative thoughts Phil looked around for Dan, he wasn't sure where the rain began and his tears ended. Dan not being here is good, I need to get myself back to normal first. Breathing in deeply and wiping away any remaining trace of hurt, Phil noticed a small over grown cobbled path.
"…Dan?" He shouted louder than he would have liked to, but the rain hitting the trees was ridiculously loud. God, how heavy is the rain?!
"DAN!" he huffed and decided to follow the path, jogging slightly and glancing at his watch. It had surprisingly been 15 minutes since Phil had seen Dan last, he wasn't worried, he'd find him eventually. He was just worried about the fact that his episode had lasted so long.
The trees were getting thicker and the lack of sunlight through the clouds and tree tops was making it hard to see, Phil turned a corner and was instantly knocked to the ground by a worried Dan, now lying on top of him.
"Ah! Here you are!" Dan said, smiling lopsidedly, knotting his hands in Phil's hair and kissed him lightly.
"I was looking for you! Where'd you go?" He asked, Phil was just about to answer whe-
"Oh yeah! I nearly forgot! Look what I found!" Why is Dan so excited? The younger boy got up off of Phil and brushed himself off before offering the older a hand, pulling him up.
"Wha?-" Phil was just about to ask what when Dan grabbed his hand and yanked him into a run behind him.
"This time I'm not letting go Phil! I'm not losing you!" He laughed once again as he had at the forest entrance and looked back at a confused Phil.
"Don't worry!" He added. "It's nothing bad! In fact…I think you're gonna love it…"
Phil was left fumbling behind, he always felt like the less perfect of the two, more clumsy, obviously Dan would disagree to this to Phil but he knew it was lies. Phil was just the nobody that Dan felt sorry for. The nobody that had his boyfriend's earlier words still ringing in his ears. I want to make you happy again.